My life is so different now
Sometimes its hard to believe that my kids are grown up and that my life today is vastly different than my life two years ago. It feels like we are all separated and living our own lives now. I try to see my son as often as possible. I miss him so much and it is hard having him live away from me. And my daughter...….my beautiful princess is now in the Army. I miss her so dearly.
There are days I just feel like crying. I get emotional at the weirdest times. Its no a bad emotional, its just a getting used to things being different.
So currently, I am taking it slow and trying to figure out my next step in life. Focusing on my art and getting into a spiritual practice. I have been mediating using binaural beats and I am really enjoying the practice. I am also doing a lot of reading and journaling. I feel that I have to get my thoughts and idea on paper. I write, I doodle and I scribble intuitively allowing the marks to form intricate shapes and this really allows for clarity.