I have been starting to feel more positive and full of inspiration.These past few months have been difficult. First, I moved to Florida from Kansas in May and my husband got out of the Army. I had to adjust to a new place, my kids had to start new schools, and I had to search for a new job which was difficult. All these changes aggravated my already high level of anxiety and OCD. Around September, I started experiencing depression. I didn't even want to get out of bed. I felt unmotivated and uninspired. I wasn't even drawing or painting very much although I attempted to. In addition, the job that I obtained, I really did not like and I took many sick days and called out a few times in addition to leaving early several times a week. One day I told my boss that I felt extremely depressed and needed to go home (and he was very understanding which I am grateful for).
Then, I finally obtained a new job in November which I actually really enjoy and I feel like I am helping people. I also started taking Zoloft (which I have taken before for a year). And slowly the sun started coming out and I started to slowly start smiling and laughing, and feeling motivated and inspired. I am so grateful for this. Being depressed is such a hopeless feeling. I am so grateful that I am starting to feel better and I am painting and drawing again with passion and inspiration. I have been creating so much new art and I am truly excited about this!!!!!!!
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